Now imagine with me JUST LISTEN- you winnin to the “bomb bomb bomb bomb” part, he pulls you in with his tape holds your face with one hand and moves your head to the lyrics. Nah but this particular time yall probably break out dancing in the kitchen listening to somethin like Coño. He wants the vibes to be at a maximum, yall bumpin but it’s still soooo intimate. Def stuf in the R&B/electro dance realm, Trust. It's not as much a 'he's a killer lol, that his whole personality' its more of a 'The centuries of trauma he experienced have conditioned him into a constantly alert and battle ready mindset while also shaping his dehumanizing inferior-in-worth-but-superior-in-capability view of himself that would have likely been necessary to get through those time, and at this point he's been under that conditioning for long enough that it's essentially ingrained itself in his personality.' it sounds like a cruel thing to say about him- but in context it's actually pretty layered and i think about it a lot. the concept behind it is this: After spending more than a vast majority of his life killing or otherwise in battle, it's become a part of who he is, a normalcy that after centuries and centuries would be near impossible to get rid of or reverse, and even if it was possible, with his karmic debt constantly eating away at him its unlikely he has enough time left for that to happen. You cannot change that so stop trying.' And i just- think its a really interesting concept- that applies pretty well to Xiao now that i actually think about it. That's what he is, was, and always will be.

Theres a line I saw this one time in a certain story: 'He is a trained weapon.

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